I failed. :rottentomato:
I hit everything on floor and beam, one fall on beam but I got a couple of tries for each skill so I did pretty good. But I totally bombed bars and vault. My back hip circles just didn't seem to want to work for me until the very end. I never got my kip. I only made it over the vault once with a spot. At least I discovered why I was having so many problems with it. I hadn't known about how the number of springs you use is different for everyone, and I had been using 3 in front when I ought to have been using 2. Nobody had thought to check before because even though I am the tallest in my class, I weigh about 5 pounds less then the other girls (Lack of a chest, haha).
I wasn't ready for it, either. They had told me that I was to be taken out of class at eight and they took me out at seven thirty, which through me for a loop. And I swear my vision stopped working properly for the first 5 minutes if not the whole thing. I hadn't done gym in a week because of labour day. :sorry:
So when I finished I went back to class thinking oh well I think I at least did well enough to pass, because I only missed kips and vault. But then he started spewing some junk about how they'd 'love to have' me but since competition season is 'coming right up' (the first meet is in late november) I really 'needed to have' all my skills. If they want to have me so much why are they failing me. How the heck am I going to get these two really difficult skills in rec classes is what I want to know. We do vault maybe once a month and to be perfectly honest the rec coaches really don't care that much about me. They never give good tips, they never do good drills and and I didn't even know what a kip machine was until last month.
So after that I couldn't even finish class because I went to the bathroom and suddenly started crying and couldn't stop. :ashamed: I didn't want to embarrass myself so I left. :guilty:
God I'm so upset. :gloomy: