I am having a mental block on my BHS on beam and backflip and floor. On beam I will do my backhandspring on the floor beam with a sting mat but I can't do it on the floor beam without the sting mat even with a spot! I used to be able to do it on the big beam that had a mat on it all the time by myself but I one day just stopped. I don't know why! On my backflip on floor I competed it 2 years with no problem but at the begining of summer i lost it for a couple or weeks and then got it back. Tuesday I lose it again and am really worried. Especially cause I was working on twisting and doing a front flip stepout ROBHS back tuck. Even if I get it back what if I lose it again right before competition and don't compete it! Any adive?