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Anonymous (cfc2)
This is going to be my 3rd year competing as my first season I was bronze my second I was silver and this will be my 3rd season as a first year gold. My first two seasons i was at the same gym but this July i moved gyms because of a toxic coach and gym environment. Now at my new gym everyone is way ahead and I’ve definitely been putting way more stress on myself then I ever have before. As a result I’ve been struggling on events especially beam and floor. Floor is a pretty normal one for me to struggle on as I’ve always had a hard time getting my skills but beam used to be really good and is now falling apart, usually by the time season comes i would be ready to compete and have my skills consistent but my first competition is next weekend and I’ve been falling on all my skills. At this point i am not sure what I should do because I don’t want to go back down to silver but also don’t feel quite ready for gold.