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Anonymous (e197)
hi so i am an xcel platinum who is training diamond skills but will most likely stay platinum because its senior year and i want no stress. i really need some advice because the group i’m training with is optionals 6-10 and i am the only xcel kid on there. i feel so left out and some days i have panic attacks before going to practice and the girls are just so rude to me. i love my coaches but i don’t have any friends on the team and it makes practice so miserable for me. i hope when school starts it’ll be better because we’ll go back to night practices and i’ll see some of the girls i used to practice with but i still won’t get to practice with them. i don’t know if i should tell my mom about it because i don’t want to cause any drama my last year at the gym. the girls just make snarky comments at me or will judge me for not being able to do a skill and the only thing that’s keeping me there right now is that i simply don’t care because im not doing college gymnastics i just wanted to have a fun senior year