I've always had a difficult time watching, from L4 to L9. I don't think it will ever get easier. But the difficulty I find in watching is more related to my daughter being able to stick her routines like she routinely does. I think they work so hard to get the skills, have the skills consistent and competition ready that you just hope and pray that things go smoothly for them and that they are able to perform their best at meets and be happy with themselves. Nothing seems to ever be a guarantee. Everything rides on that specific moment, that 10 seconds on vault, 30 seconds on bars, 1.30 minutes on beam and floor at each particular meet that seems to matter; not the hundreds of practice hours, not even the practice/warm up before each event at the meet. And there are no second chances. Of course, my daughter's safety and well being is paramount to me. So, I too ALWAYS pray for her safety. I just try not to think about it and just keep my thoughts positive.