Hi! I really need to vent because I'm so frustrated about not feeling good enough! I love gymnastics, I really do but I'm too old and too tall and I'm scared so I guess I'll never win any medal at all. I'm a very strong person and very perfectionist too. I'm not satisfied with how fast I'm improving. First of all, I'm really scared of the beam and the bars. I really don't where that fear comes from but I'm trying to calm myself down and it doesn't work and it affects my gymnastics! I'm now 17 years old and 5 foot 8. I truly believe in myself but I seem to be the only one that does. I mean Oksana Chusovitina is 38 years old and steel competing un the Olympics! I'm I just being stupid? I should probably give up. I'm so overwhelmed because I would really miss it if I stopped...