@coachp Thank you! I will try that tonight at practice. I have the full on a floor bar both on and off a wall, but I do think my head is out (and I'm arched for sure) and this should help.
@Gymsanity
Thanks for that little more explanation.

I remember when I used to do blinds more like a tap half turn (the level 4 dismount) I turned with my toes a lot and I know I barely do at all now, so I think I just need to find a happy medium. I tried thinking about initiating the turn with my toes more as versus my shoulders on Wednesday and that was an interesting experience, I didn't know how to turn. I think just need some more practice haha!
I had a coach up until the end of September when I left for college, so I've had coaching for a while, just not the past month and half. When I left I was doing super late blinds though, so giant and then wait to turn until I'm already way over the top of the bar, touching the bar with my hand, and then landing the pit. So I've come pretty far since then.
There's a long and a short answer to your question. The short answer is I just LOVE gymnastics. It's my escape from everything and if I could do it forever I would. Thankfully I have 4 years of college to do it still.
The long answer starts the same but there's a bit more of a real "story" to it.
I was actually told to quit about 1.5 years ago due to an ankle injury that wouldn't heal. It still prevents me from tumbling and vaulting even on rod floor with soft landings more than a couple times a week and keeps me from doing many beam skills. This is even after surgery. But I keep coming back because I love it. Gymnastics is worth it and I can't imagine my life without it. It'd be like taking away a part of myself.
If I do anything, I do it with all the energy I have, and I want this. I want to do gymnastics, so even though it's not fun at times and its hard and painful I'm going to come back and keep going. It's just worth it. I don't understand how some people can get this far and just lose interest and quit. It doesn't make sense to me. I just love it. I love the challenge. I want to see if I can do it. I think I can, so I'm going to try.
It's just part of my personality. That's why I took so many hard classes in high school, so I could actually get into a UC school. I just wanted to see if I could do it. The classes were challenges I felt I was capable of completing with As. So I worked until I got them.
I'm optimistic and determined and I refuse to give up. It's just not something I do. I pick my battles, and do few things, but those things I do with all my heart and I don't let others tell me that I can't do them.
I could add more, but then this would turn into an analysis of my character and actions and I don't think you care too much about that. Basically, I'm driven by adversity and I just have a deep love for gymnastics.
