I have always been a very hard worker in the gym. I never cheat on conditioning like everyone else in my group and I always try my hardest and never slack off. I always try really hard to make my routines as perfect as possible.
But it feels like my hard work never really pays off. I go to competitions and I always mess up on something and I never normally place very well. I always come away from them not feeling happy with my performance because I know I could of done a better routine. It may just be the nerves that I don't do great because I do get quite nervous and shaky.
I just always feel like my teammates never work as hard but they always beat me on new skills or succeed on their 2nd attempt while I have been working on it for months.
Does anyone else have this problem and they feel like gymnastics is just never on their side?
But I still love the sport more than anything but i just want so badly for my dad to see my hard work pay off because he only ever gets to watch me at competitions and I just want him to see that all the training it worth it.
But it feels like my hard work never really pays off. I go to competitions and I always mess up on something and I never normally place very well. I always come away from them not feeling happy with my performance because I know I could of done a better routine. It may just be the nerves that I don't do great because I do get quite nervous and shaky.
I just always feel like my teammates never work as hard but they always beat me on new skills or succeed on their 2nd attempt while I have been working on it for months.
Does anyone else have this problem and they feel like gymnastics is just never on their side?
But I still love the sport more than anything but i just want so badly for my dad to see my hard work pay off because he only ever gets to watch me at competitions and I just want him to see that all the training it worth it.