- May 22, 2011
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I've had awful fears before, but never as bad as this one.
It started on Wednesday at normal gymnastics. I refused to do cartwheels on the high beam--even though I have been doing them for a year now--and I refused to do my handstand on any beam.
This strange fear slowly got worse.
Thursday at gymnastics camp, it got a little worse.
Friday, it got even more worse.
Saturday, it got a LITTLE better...but then worse.
And today, Sunday, I completely refused to do ANYTHING on beam. Except warm-ups. But I wouldn't do split leaps {yes, I have done them many times before}, handstands, cartwheels, or even BASIC JUMPS on a high beam that had a giant mat 1 inch below it. I also began to refuse doing skills on the low beam, even with panel mats right up to the top of the beam.
Has anyone ever gone through something like this before? How did you deal with it? My mind says "go", but my body refuses to move and do the skill.
Thanks!
And no, I have not recently had a bad fall on beam, been injured on beam, or have seen someone else fall/be injured on beam.
It started on Wednesday at normal gymnastics. I refused to do cartwheels on the high beam--even though I have been doing them for a year now--and I refused to do my handstand on any beam.
This strange fear slowly got worse.
Thursday at gymnastics camp, it got a little worse.
Friday, it got even more worse.
Saturday, it got a LITTLE better...but then worse.
And today, Sunday, I completely refused to do ANYTHING on beam. Except warm-ups. But I wouldn't do split leaps {yes, I have done them many times before}, handstands, cartwheels, or even BASIC JUMPS on a high beam that had a giant mat 1 inch below it. I also began to refuse doing skills on the low beam, even with panel mats right up to the top of the beam.
Has anyone ever gone through something like this before? How did you deal with it? My mind says "go", but my body refuses to move and do the skill.
Thanks!
And no, I have not recently had a bad fall on beam, been injured on beam, or have seen someone else fall/be injured on beam.