hopefulbeginner
Gymnast
- Aug 8, 2021
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Ok. So I understand this takes time and I am very much a beginner. I started in may. But so far, I can reliably do pretty solid front/back walkovers, Side aerials, front handsprings, and front and back limbers downs. I’ve also gotten the hang of connecting skills such as front walkover cartwheel to three back walkovers or round off to back walkover of back limber.
I know I should probably just be happy with what I’ve accomplished in a short time but, my back handspring is driving me nuts. About a month ago, I first got my standing back handspring on my own. I had for two days at the gym, I must’ve done it 50 times by myself no problem. Then the next practice, my coach asked me to do with everyone watching. I simply got nervous and jumped on my head three times in a row on a thick matt. Since then, I haven’t been able to reliably do it on my own. I can do it just fine with any sort of spot. And anyone that spots me tells me I don’t need a spot. Sometimes after a few times with a spot, I can do it on my own as many times as I like and when I do them, they’re apparently good. And I always think “wow this is so easy. I can’t believe I struggle with doing this. It isn’t scary at all” Or sometimes i’ll just randomly jump on my face again. And once I do that once, it’s game over for a few days. It’s either really good or completely horrible. I asked my coach about trying a ro bhs since I feel comfortable connecting skills and he more or less said I am physically ready but too much of a head case to do that now. I know I’m being hard on myself because I just started. But it’s just so frustrating! I’m super self critical so this bothers me more than I should. My coach told me I’m the first adult beginner to get their side aerial hes ever had. But I’m so frazzled about my back handspring, I can’t even celebrate my wins. If anyone has any tips let me know!!
I know I should probably just be happy with what I’ve accomplished in a short time but, my back handspring is driving me nuts. About a month ago, I first got my standing back handspring on my own. I had for two days at the gym, I must’ve done it 50 times by myself no problem. Then the next practice, my coach asked me to do with everyone watching. I simply got nervous and jumped on my head three times in a row on a thick matt. Since then, I haven’t been able to reliably do it on my own. I can do it just fine with any sort of spot. And anyone that spots me tells me I don’t need a spot. Sometimes after a few times with a spot, I can do it on my own as many times as I like and when I do them, they’re apparently good. And I always think “wow this is so easy. I can’t believe I struggle with doing this. It isn’t scary at all” Or sometimes i’ll just randomly jump on my face again. And once I do that once, it’s game over for a few days. It’s either really good or completely horrible. I asked my coach about trying a ro bhs since I feel comfortable connecting skills and he more or less said I am physically ready but too much of a head case to do that now. I know I’m being hard on myself because I just started. But it’s just so frustrating! I’m super self critical so this bothers me more than I should. My coach told me I’m the first adult beginner to get their side aerial hes ever had. But I’m so frazzled about my back handspring, I can’t even celebrate my wins. If anyone has any tips let me know!!