Backhandspring fears

[gymgirly]

Well about 2 months ago i severly broke 2 fingers doing a simple round-off bhs. after about 3 weeks i was back in the gym. 2 weeks ago we started standing bhs and round-off bhs. I have never had very solid standing bhs with a swing it was better without (i was going to start bhs on beam right before my injury but now my coach only wants me to learn it with a sswing for beam) now i cant do it with out a heavy spot. the exact same for the round off bhs. I am still scared of backwards and i am upset cus every time i do either skill my coach tells me her hands are just there and that is all me. when she starts to lighten up the spot i feak out and i wont do it. especialy since i had the skill before the injury, i feel stuck and lost. plz anything will help!! thx!