A few days ago I was working just plain simple Arabians on the tumble track. I went to do it but I twisted the Arabian before I even landed my handspring. I went to go try again but I balked...ON THE HANDSPRING! I tried for hours just to do a round off handspring but I couldn't do it! My mind tricks me into thinking I'm setting up for a twisting pass, which absolutely horrifies me now, so then I feel like I'm going to twist the handspring and then I end up balking or crashing on my back. It's gotten so bad then I can't even do a standing handspring anymore without freaking out. I have a HUGE meet this weekend (Peter Vidmar in California) so I have very little time to fix it. I've actually been losing sleep and having anxiety attacks because I'm stressing out so much. PLEASE HELP ASAP!!!