My girl is usually like that. At meets and practice she always looks really happy, but she is very hard on herself. I think she is a people pleaser and likes to make others happy, so she will smile even if she is upset. Her first 2 years competing, she was just happy to be out there. She has her first level 5 meet in a week and she is super excited, but also very nervous. She has been counting down for the past 10 days or so, now she is getting really excited. She hasn't competed since March, so she is going nuts not competing. And this meet is really just a teaser, so she will have to wait until January to officially start her season. I would prefer she just waited until January, but she really, really wants to compete. AND wear her new leo, too. LOL. Good luck to your DD!! Hope she has a great meet!