B
B Gymnast
This is mostly just a vent.. Good vibes needed!!
I've been having a really rough time at gym lately.. My giants aren't really consistent (I lose them ALL THE TIME), and I've stopped going for them on pit bar but I still did them on double bars last Thursday.. But Monday I got a huge rip (the size of a quarter) so I didn't do bars yesterday because I'm not the type of gymnast who can just suck it up.. So I'm not really sure how bars will go today (It's the last practice before my meet on Saturday.) Hopefully I'll go for my giants. And I've also been having a hard time on floor. I rested my knees and ankles for about a week, then when I came back I kept going too high on my bhs then balking. My coach said I couldn't compete my full at the meet.. Now I feel like she doesn't trust me doing it so I'm scared and I won't go for it. Then yesterday I balked on a tumbling pass (before my bhs) and I came down on my back. I wouldn't even do a RO BHS after that. I got so frustrated that I wouldn't go for my fhs fronts either. I did some RO BHS on tumble track, then I came back over to the floor and did some. But at the end of practice my coach was going to spot me on a RO BHS BT and I wouldn't go for my bhs again.. Today is the last practice before the meet So I really need some fairies/good vibes sent this way.. Thanks for reading this.
I've been having a really rough time at gym lately.. My giants aren't really consistent (I lose them ALL THE TIME), and I've stopped going for them on pit bar but I still did them on double bars last Thursday.. But Monday I got a huge rip (the size of a quarter) so I didn't do bars yesterday because I'm not the type of gymnast who can just suck it up.. So I'm not really sure how bars will go today (It's the last practice before my meet on Saturday.) Hopefully I'll go for my giants. And I've also been having a hard time on floor. I rested my knees and ankles for about a week, then when I came back I kept going too high on my bhs then balking. My coach said I couldn't compete my full at the meet.. Now I feel like she doesn't trust me doing it so I'm scared and I won't go for it. Then yesterday I balked on a tumbling pass (before my bhs) and I came down on my back. I wouldn't even do a RO BHS after that. I got so frustrated that I wouldn't go for my fhs fronts either. I did some RO BHS on tumble track, then I came back over to the floor and did some. But at the end of practice my coach was going to spot me on a RO BHS BT and I wouldn't go for my bhs again.. Today is the last practice before the meet So I really need some fairies/good vibes sent this way.. Thanks for reading this.